Blur to the core.

Why do we need to drag ourselves out of the super cosy bed early in the breezy morning?

8 am class wth?!Not that people are lazy but give a way,we rarely digest stuff when our eyes are still half- open early in the morning unless there is an exam right=.=

My body clock mostly is 730am when there is a class but my eyes don't seem to cooperate and i will physically awake but metally gone sleeping.ARghhh i am tired!!!

Guess what,in few minutes before one of my leg got stucked in the basket and i had almost fall down when i was about to drag myself to wash my face before online.And i don't know why i had encountered few embarrassament today,in the bloody morning.

I had molecular biology lab this morning and my eyes were half opened all the way in the lab even when i was observing the cell under the microscope.Blur not i accidentally banged my friend and i'd turned to her and said 'oh thank you' instead of 'sorry'.Duhh i'd told you i am blur today.

And after lunch i was back to the sweet room as usual and the time i opened the door,i took out my pendrive instead of the key to open the door,got laughed by friend,again.Ishh!

I hate tiring.

Anyway my mid term exam is on the coming week !Study study!

*signing off

i can't bear the tireness i shall take a nap then.

Take care people.

XOXO

-BRENNA

I saw padi field,again.pfft!

*Sushi king & babe prince make my day ♥♥♥

Yay you can just figure out where am i from the entry title,yay i am back,back to the jungle full with padi field,charlie bug and annoying food.

I miss my babe ♥♥♥ :( i miss my family :((

Again and again i said i had a super great holiday back then.Yesterday night babe and my family were sending me to the place where i get on the bus,not bus station though.Sweet of mummy asking babe along :))

I have a presentation tomorrow and yet i am not ready for it =.= Tell me what to tell more about freaking 'Prostitution',which is my title given.hmp

Why on earth we have to take moral and history in university?damn the edu advisor.

Yay i bought a new pump!Great ones!

p/s:i miss you my little chilli zai ♥♥♥

you're great!love you!

xoxo

-Brenna

Holiday is still a BIG WOOooo !

I am still in my sweet home enjoying my very last holiday before i go back to the jungle.

Went to the Genting with family and babe,a very simple place full with entertainment but more or less i have my babe with me all along :) He is the best thing ever :p

Sweet not!♥♥♥

Anyway i have two more days to go back there and come back here only after my final exam on the end of the year,pretty sad.

I'd spent my days here with family & babe and seriously i love the feeling of reunion.A simple dinner with siblings and parents are always the most enjoyable moments.I love my family,no doubt.As we had grown up,we tend to see things in a broad view and that parents are always the centre port to support us wherever we go.What can we do to satisfy them?Every single times i questioned my mom for what i should do to make her happy and that i will always be getting the same answer 'Get me a good result'.

Yay great,no one likes getting a result slip with red mark or those alphabet after B.I know i should be hard working,i know.Thinking of my future convo,that is the only thing i can give to my parents,the pride and the proud.Wait for me for the next 3 years,i will present my parents with a great pride.

Babe,he is the one to entertain me and the one who dotes me lots beside my family.I ♥ you babee.You are always be there for me .Thanks for everything.

♥♥♥Love my family,love my parents,love my babe!

Anyway i have a superb holiday,i love my family,i heart my babe.That's all i can say.That's what i'd realised.

P/s :Daddy,Mummy,sis,bro & babe!!!I ♥ you people.

pp/s: i will update my short but most lovable trip tomorrow.

*signing off

XOXO

-Brenna

Home Sweeeeeeet HOME!Sugar sweet god!

I' am back!!! Back home like woohoo!finally!!

Anyway am leaving to the Genting tomorrow :))

Have fun with family,babe!

Take care people!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

*OH GOD who is this?nice pic! :)

xoxo

miss me when i'm gone

-BRENNA

BED AFFAIR

Hahahaha!i am counting down the hours i get to leave here for a break!

HAPPY to the core,smile people smile!

Oh yea I have something to share :))

You know right girls are always like to make fun with their teddy bear and one thing funny to share is that we will cover blanklet for our bear every morning before we leave for class,like what we did when we were little girls.Hehehe and you know what,they both(Carrisa and caryn) having their lovely bear from babe bf but mine didn't bring here :( and so i adores my little sweet pinky pillow as much as how they adore their smelly bear,*opps! Hehehe!Sneakily took pics while all the bearsss + cutie pinky are still asleep and this is how funny it turned out to be though it is kiddo to the max.

Caryn's jonny

Carrisa's waylonny =.=

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Tadaa!!My Sweet pinky!!! :p

Heheheeeh looking sweet huh babe pinky,duhh! how pathetic right :P

Never mind!I'm going back tomorrow night and leaving to the Genting on sunday!I will get a nicer bear back!!!! :))

Take care people!

Happy holiday!!!

Again i am high sugar contain right now :)

*signing off

XOXO

Miss me when i'm gone.

-Brenna-

Busy bee in a holiday mood!

*During presentation :)

OH GOD!Supposingly i am doing my assignments ,presentation,self study and stuff like that right now.But wait,what am i doing?Well I'M SICK OF THE TONES OF STUFFS I NEED TO DO.

So, i am chilling myself blogging for everyone's sake. :)) Good excuse huh.

Anyway i had done one of my presentation last week,great! :)

I am laughing like

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

3 days more to go home i am so happy!Weeeh!

And i have lots art/drawing came out,happy not!Art is apart of my life,love!

Meaningless entry again hehehehehe :p

will blog something interesting then.

Take care people! :)

XOXO

Miss me when i am gone.

-Brenna

Great Ambience-Cacao

Yea finally got the chance to enjoy a nice dinner at Cacao,a place with super great ambience.

Anyway we went there for my roomate's birthday celebration,

we had a great night people!!! :))

Show time then.Well,i'll let the pics do the talking.Hehehehh.

*we posed like nobody business! :)))

*The foods were OK.

*LOVE the ambience!!

Nice right?

At last,a pic of the blogger,duhhhh!

Alright,time for a nap and gonna date with super handsome Mr Organic Chem,ya we are in love and perhaps i can score Org. Chem ! :p

*signing off

Take care people!

XOXO

Miss me when i'm gone.

Why?

Hi people,i am kind of busy these days for assignments and my presentation slide.Damn i'm sick of it!Being stucked in the hostel even in the weekend,introvert over and over and i bet i am enough weird for others,duhh who cares,as long as i am not a bad one(again and again i said introvert isn't means emo) :)

Nah what am i gonna discuss in this entry is that Why Dark Circles Aren't A Trend ,perhaps YET but WHY?

Does it looks as if the women in the pic(before) had been whacked by another?Why can't we say it in a very nice way like 'Wow,the make up is ridiculous! '*without any sarcasticism. It is somehow way better right?

For certain portion of group,dark circles are natural and for those who have allergical nose.For me,it is NATURAL so damn those people who always thought Brenna Chen has a severe illness and that's why there are two dark patches around her eyes,you people just won't understand how hurt it is and how hard i had been tried to get rid off it and freaking how many times i had explained.Amazing of the natural dark circles or treat it as a nonsense?Mind you.Actually i had been encountered questions for 234923057012u05 times about my dark circles and for ridiculous cases like 'Hey why are you putting up make up,there is something around your eyes (eventhough i didn't even put up anything )?!' Heartache sia.

Anyhow,back to our topic which is against the current fashionable society,why dark circle is not a trend yet?Why?We can save spending on the cosmetic right?That's good what!Since young we had been nurtured to save more money,aren't we?Save and save and still WHY is there so much products of the bloody expensive 'Get-Rid-Off-Your-Darkiee-GEL ,Gain A Beauty Eyes Of Pretty-Eyes Mask'.WHY?!

Again and again i had been thinking what's wrong with myself,why i just couldn't remove the fugly dark circles though in this entry i am obeying my own wishes .I have no choice but following the society and decrease the RISK of being ask for my SLEEP-LATE-EYES /SICK LOOKS /PALE FACE etc.

Anyway,any opinion on this?Why can't it be a trend?Nice what we can save more money.

Sigh pathetic thought which i couldn't remove my nasty darkie and so i came out with this entry,enough hurted,enough said.

*signing off

Nice days ahead.

XOXO

MISS ME WHEN I 'M GONE.

-Brenna Chen

Heartache.

You are the reason why.

Told me that you have confident in it but,

i can tell you deep from my heart,you are not.

All these are enough to hurt me,

i can tell you that you are the only one but,

even i'd told,i still did not gain a little trust.

The one who don't even gain a dust to me is so important to you,

as if your enemy,but i don't even put them than a sand i had stepped of,

shed tears,and tears.

Trust me not,still.

My heart is fragile,vulnerable still.

Any response from you cause a little heartbeat to it,

you should realise how important you are,

rather than putting tiny sand in mind,

why can't you put in more trust on me,

i couldn't understand,

my heartache is all i know .

Nothing much than a moody teary of me,

where is the permanent smile?

I love you,don't you trust me?

' don't know,i need to calm down ',that is what i got.

Fair?No.

I don't care about your feeling?

A good question.Very.

Do you care about my feeling when you ask me this in the first place?

Fine.

You still don't know how hurt you are to this litle fragile heart,

heartbeat-controller you bad,

i meant it but still,

i heart you.

Will you willing to wipe the non-stop tears for me, look into my eyes and say 'I trust you babe'?

♥♥♥

Sleepy afternoon!

*so cute right!

Its a sleepy afternoon but the weather is back to the scorhing hot as usual , the past few days were the exception,it was so cold and everyone of us wraped ourselves to be a HAPPY sushi :)

Alright i am so free to blog now,well i'd finally watched UP!Great job pixar !Thought it will be those funny cartoon animation but it was a touched ones. Thumbs up!I love Russel and Mr Fredickson !*Not childish kay,i 'd appreciated people's masterpiece which took age to be done,the animation i meant.

Anyway i am counting down the days to leave here or at least a short hols for me to rest more and a great shopping of course.Is homesick or missing babe?I wondered.

a BORING entry again when i am back to my room alone sitting in front of the lappie,introvert to be exact but i just couldn't help it,mind you people i am not emo but introvert.

I have lots pica to upload but i need to combine them first,will blog then.

p/s: i want manjaa :'(

Miss me when i'm gone

XOXO-brenna