God is fooling us with the DEATH =(

Sigh~=(

I' m feeling bad and almost 1am now,i m suppose to sleep but this sudden disaster strike me up.=(

just heard a sudden death of my beloved uncle,omg.

I did rather bluff myself or ignore what sis had just told me,yea i 'm right,sis is just kidding with me,yea guess so..yea...sucks ='(

I just watched a video which made me smile on my own when i was sitting alone in the room,ya,before i heard the sudden news,but after that video,everything is just switched to reverse mode.Now,i feel godamn bad,i can't even smile.My jaw is in a curve but opposite from the one we used to smile.What the heck.(I know is ugly=( but i can't control).

I'm worry...

Worry for my granny...

what will happen to my dear granny when she knows that?somemore is her younger bro.awww..i cant imagine,screw it up man,HELP~~~sob

I know i shouldn't have bother DA REN's stuff so much but..please,he's my uncle.He treats us very nice ok,he treats everyone as his family.He bought us health stuff and teach us the way we live our healthy life,he's good,superb...so and so...how could god fool his live when he is not around with family?how could that be happen?he 's healthy but what happened.god

Ya i m sad,somemore suffering for gastric pain.(although i took my dinner,stupid stomach)

guess what can i do is just go into bed now and attend the class punctually,perhaps.What m i suppose to do..i can't regain any things,i have no supernatural power,i m not the latent HEroine.

Somemore i got some prob with my laptop,my stupid window software almost crush,i hope it can stand until the CNY,if not,i have to go back on the coming xmas(need to spend hundred bucks for the tickets which i don't wish to spend on,i did rather get a pair of converse shoes(longed for couple of months) and new jeans,sigh),just to format it and i know family will be that dull as a black parade.lol..crapping still.ish..till then -.-

Hols-holidayssSSs

Well my hols is gone,starting my term3(last term) which is a crucial term for everyone of us,before that,i was really had fun with cousins and family at the 'familiar hols venue'-Genting.That is a place that my family and cousins used to go annually.*cough*(although i longed to go other place for vacation) =)

-we people-
-my family(except cousins family)-daddy-poser^

Hahahahehehehe,it was really fun with cousins.God~i miss them!haha.um,should have tell something about our hols.On the first day,we were supposed to stay at Theme Park Hotel but because of some mistakes,we stayed overnight at Awana resort,the first night.Meanwhile,we had our steamboat there,ya,for the whole day.haha.We went swimming at the evening and of course chilled for pool(snooker) at night.Gosh~my skill is...'awesome',-.-'''...my face was blushing all the time while pool -ing.arggghhh.....

-nah,serious~haha

The other morning,we went to the theme park,of course.Bro was not following us as he went back to KL to hand up his assignment,how about my sis??ya right,she was with her bf most of the time ,and that i  chilled with three of my cousins,they were just cute and funXxx!That was more fun as we tried out everything and CHALLEGED OUR BRAVERY!(being force actually=x).

-with sis and lengzai,opps!-Santa Babe-There was a Chocolate Wonderland.-In the
choc wonderland-nice-we people

haha,after a tiring but fun afternoon,i thought of laying over the cold ,soft bed and sleep like i never sleep before!haha,but....that was just what i thought of,as my little cousins jumping on the bed and taking pics~yayaya~i did that too.'jumping' as i m a model and posing while jumping.xoxo (actually we took lots of pics for jumping not only in the room,is EVERYwhere,hah!)

yea jump!!!nah..wahahaOPPS!my lit cousin,cute XDmy cousin,she's pro=)haha,landing.

Shouldn't jumped for such a long time,burning calories just for our so called 'Jumping Shots' as i got muscle cramps afterthat,ehemz,wasn't that i m the oldest ok,just that...um...huh....okay...enough!haha =p 

Around 9:30pm,little cousin still dragged us out to the theme park (outdoor),it was  late as theme park outdoor games closed at 10pm,by the way,i don't know whether or not to consider it as 'fortunate' for MEEEee because at the time,Space Shot was still available.grrr..majority of them wanted to play and that i had no choice,waaaaa...played for two times,it was quite fun and for

 the second times,we sat at the seat where there was a camera stand by for us,muahaha..took pics up there.at that seat,we saw the KL night scene when we reached the peak!wow~that made us 'relax' while looking at that awesome,fantastic night scene but 'Die' of pressure and screamed like hell after the space shot fall,GOd!!Its killing me ok!but still that was fun!will try it out again!

after the Space Shot,we went to play mini F1.haha,yea seriously i 'almost' can't reach the qualified height but...ehemz..then i got to play it !yahoooo,my lit cousin(13years old) can drove and even got the first,clap!muahaha..

We went back on next day after a luxurious vegetarian lunch,was nice but it cost a bomb weir~haha.yea i miss all the time with family and of course fun with cousins!arrggghhhhh...They went back to the hometown and before that shopping together but i followed my bro and his gf back to KL as my bus back to the 'jail'(opps!is my 'lovely' university) was on the next day.

Well,still we got the time to hang out for a movies,- in One U,haha,Actually we were  heading there to look for my high heels,i need that for my prom night,hehe.i got it at vincci after a 'rushed searching around-.- '.Went for supper after movies and bro went to his college(Segi col) for a while.nice =x

Ok ,i leave KL the next day as my class starting the other day then.The scary thing happened when i crossed the road with bro,i saw a cab drove too near(in the white line) while bro and i standing on the white line at the middle of the to and fro roads,we stepped one step in front but i forgot the big bag i was carried,then the cab's side mirror banged  with my bag that i carried,but luckily i didn't fall down,i hate that reckless taxi driver,wt*.grrrrr!anyway,was my fault also,ish..dumb

That was my hols and after that  i have to start up sem3& busy for my Dinner and dance (a.k.a Prom night) !wooo~12th dec.yea was actually yesterday as i had a prob of  undating my blog~ok,will update the event then!