Set Me Free~~I need to be CAREFREE

*problems!!Problems!!!PROBLEMS!!!!*

1)my Langkawi Trip seems to be hopeless unless my parents change their mind (which is really   impossible..Grrr).

2)My precious nokia hp spoiled of water and the other one almost spoil too.S.A.D

3)I feel so STRESS once in step into the class.The feeling is somehow weird and i felt something pushing my heart deep inside!

 

4) Less than 3 weeks to my final!!!(Term 1 + Term 2+ Term 3= Final)

5)My parents not coming up here to fetch me back with my HUGE luggies.

6)Confession drive me a little stress and i ever wonder do i really have to stay away from    *opposite-gender*.

7)I m geting DARKER!!!!ahhhhhhh~I don't want i don't want i don't want!I want to be FAIRER!!

8)I m still SHORT!~~TALLER TALLER that's what i longed for!!! *craps of boredom*

9)Ahhhh!!I felt so BAD to my besties as i 'd spoiled the whole trip yet they are still so excited looking forwards to the trip!*I m sorry*

..............

*Problems and craps finished*

Anyway, i m not suppose to online now but WHATSOEVER,I DON'T CARE!I need to relax and refresh my mind!I'm dealing with so many probs and that i still need to study for my final.

*I need peace*

Well,people can't get me through my phone as i switch off the only phone that can contact me,the other phone spoiled.BIG SIGH~.

*Nah*

Why m i seems to be so pathetic these few weeks?I thought i have besties?*wondered-face*

*Lol*

Alright,actually i have been switching myself into an INTROVERT ever since there is a problem,but this time,i even switch off my phone to get out of the world.I don't know what to do and it's so tiring to curb problems by now and that i

 lost my confidence which is hard to look back.

*Brenna is LOCKED of secret reason*

*Deep breath~~*

*slap slap*

...till then..gonna continue my revision.lalalaaa

Pop the bubbles~~*pop!*

Nah=.= its so tiring as my class today starts at 8am but i still manage to update my bloggie during lit break time.*yawn* Was having 'Day-dreaming' in the class just now,so sleepy!Anyway i slept at 1am++ yesterday but actually was laying since 12am.I can't sleep this few days..INSOMNIA~~weather too hot and my mind keep thinking without reason =(

Well,although was dreaming in the class just now but somehow still caught some jokes from my funny bio lecturer.He said that actually there are two benefits of smoking.Guess what...his ans really LAME i would say,we all popped out into laughter not because of the jokes but because of his lameness.HEY SIR,you're sooooo ''funny''..=.= Alright what he told was that as most of the smokers  will cough everyday and of course at night,so then thief will thought that the houseowner still awake and dare not to come in, 2nd benefit is that SMOKER will stay YOUNG as they die earlier and won't have the chance to grow older..ahhhh..*LAUGH PEOPLE,THE JOKES IS SO LAME*.

Alright alright,not so happy this few days.Actually my besties planned to chill over BALI ISLAND after my foundation finish this coming april as the flight ticket is super,duper CHEAP,RM 84.4 to and fro but somehow after calculated all the expenses,we still need minimum 700 bucks..MINIMUM ..That's why being forced to pop the bali trip bubbles and think of our Langkawi trip which is more realistic.Here some pic of bali island which i searched it through googles.Its so beautiful..Bali bali bali~~*teary eyes*.. 

Well guess i still need to save up some of my pocket money for the trip but many friends seem to have  celebrating  their birthday these few months and people keep on asking me to share on the presents even to those NOT-SO -CLOSE friends.Anyway some of them are really annoying because the birthday presents now getting more EXPENSIVE and they are OUT OF THE BUDGET EVERYTIME.That's why something cross my mind which sudden confussed of the meaning of birthday present actually.Anyway i will be alone during my birthday in my hometown without close friends here and i bet most of my close friends here will just 'accidentally' forget my birthday.Hahaha..That's what i m expecting from now ok~Let's see it until my birthday.

LOL~~mind really a storyteller,i can't stop thinking of my degree course.Pharmacy is so damn hard to get into and Biotechnology here is just the last choice of all and i wonder and wander why people are just looking down on biotech students?DAMN YR STUPID MIND K~Biotech is a good future anyway!Ahhhhhhhh~~~but my dad asked me to choose pharm which i think i can't really fight with others from my resultS.How SAD ='(

I hate thinking a lot but i can't control..*deep breath*..well i m alright,that's what i try to do most of the time,sound great right*grins*.Ohya i should have thanks to TWO of my besties who keep an eyes on my daily meals,Tommy de tummy tommy soyiee and Looyi de tall fella big bully,without their advise,remind and insist,i would just skip my meal as usual but thanks to them as i didnt skip it nowadays. 

Yawn yawn yawn..going to take a rest before my lunch.

*Slap myself of useless thinking and study!*

Biology revision today!Gampateh !GO GO GO!

Happy Valentines Day

HEY HEY its valentines day today and seriously i spent my valentines with 3  girls(Michelle de BF,Sharon de other Gf and Kelly de aunty) just to celebrate our 'Happy Single Valentines'.Nah,as michelle is my 'b'f,i'd bought her a big bar of choc and of course she'd bought me Ferrero Rocher and seems Sharon is her another gf,she got it too from bf too.,Hey hey is GIRLS AFFAIR and its nothing wrong among girls alright.WE STILL LOVE GUYS anyway. =)

Anyway,we went for japanese cuisine for our lunch and went shopping straight after lunch.At first i thought i will just be a lunch for us and back to the campus after that but ended up came back after western dinner =.= Tiring and really LOSE to our girls as they are just <Superb Shopholic> i would say.*clap* 

Well,this year is so special as it is my first time to make a call to my beloved daddy and says :'hi dad!what are you doing?*nervous actually*HAPPY VALENTINES DAYS DADDY!! *OMG blushing*.Haha,but i m so happy as my daddy popped out into sweet and happy laughter afterthat.Ahaaa~Special right(to me is somehow just special) but its a must i think as i dont have a partner to 'manja'  in valentines and of course my dad is the only one.Hehehe..Daughter is actually daddy's lover besides mummy!Weeeeh =)

Ok,to be honest i had received 3 vdays present from 3 different people,alright i would say is guys actually.A lady scarf which came out of no way from batchmate,a small doggie soft toy keychain from batchmate too and lastly a pair of limited edition CONVERSE shoes from my closest besties.Thanks to them and especially my besties soyiee who cheer me up always.Haha.

Anyway its not really a happy valentines day 's eve for me yesterday as tears did accompanied me into my dreamland.Cried out so badly just to think of  past that i have to move on and i m on the edge of moving on.Perhaps problems that i m facing will be coming out with great solutions soon and that my mind can just stop being so damn EMO out of any reason.Damn u mind storyteller.The most important things is please pray for my coming final exam on 14 or 16th march until 27th march and its so limited time for preparation which somehow caused me extremely stress and PLEASE LA BRENNA DE LAZY BUMmie!STUDY ! AND YOU BETTER WORK HARD TO THE MAXxxx!H~e~l~p!*teary eyes*

Till then i m so tired,its time to sleep and dream of my hot guys,OPPS!Alright i hope its better for me to dream of my exam paper rather than all those nonsense .Nah,happy always people!Perhaps u guys had have a great valentines!XOXO

<The Love Trap by brenna>